Oh, it's coming all right. You can feel it. Feel it when you wake up at night, like a building pressure behind your eyes, like a slow change in the air. You can taste it in the flat, metallic taste of the water from your tap, a taste that you're sure shouldn't be in water. You can smell it in that wave of hot exhaust that hits your face every time you leave your house, and that wave of must and stale air that hits it every time you return. You can see it in the faces of the people on the street, their dead eyes as they look at you, flat, shiny eyes like doll's eyes, with nothing behind them, because they're not REAL. You can see it. You can see it when you turn on the news; the men speaking, you can't find anything wrong with their words, but you FEEL it, a slithering shifting behind their meaning, and you feel that you could find the place that's wrong in their words, if you could only THINK a little harder! , ! but the tv is buzzing a little and it's hurting your ears, except that when you turn it off the buzzing's still there, but fainter, so you can't quite tell if it's really still there or just an afterimage, like the green shapes that float in front of your eyes even after you stop staring at the sun, but you think it's not an afterimage because it's STILL THERE, even hours later, except maybe it's not and listening to this tv hours upon countless hours has damaged your ears, like staring at the sun damages your eyes, except that staring at the tv probably hurts your eyes too, because it's only now that you've turned it off that you realize how dark the room's gotten, and your eyes are swimming with the sudden lack of bright colored moving light, and you can STILL HEAR THAT DAMN BUZZING FUCKFUCKFUCK but now your eyes hurt too and you feel that twisting sick nauseous hunger in your gut, and a whiff of your own unwashed body hits your nose and you nearly retch and you think ther! e'! s someone outside your window a tall man in dark clothes but it's just a tree but you didn't have a tree wait there's nothing just shadows only shadows and your eyes hurt and your ears hurt and you're sick and tired and THAT FUCKING BUZZING IS STILL THERE its getting louder and louder and you know theyre watching watching you but from where theres no one out there there never is even when you lunge from your bed to the window and yank the door open and look never anyone there but they always know know where youre going and what youre doing they must be watching and the buzzings getting louder and now you can FEEL it its in your head somewhere like theres a bee trapped in your skull and wait thats it thats how they know theyre watching in there they put a camera or something in there when you had those wisdom teeth out cause thats when it started and its buzzing now cause theres something WRONG theyre coming for you soon they know where you are you have to run but you cant hi! de! theyve got it IN YOUR HEAD and you cant escape wheres the fucking power drill? BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ*crunch* drip drip drip drip drip ....oooooooooooooo .........................fuck........... .....I did it again. *end transmission* Father Dog